Quote:

You can not solve today's problems with yesterday's solutions.

2.23.2010

Listen and Learn

Feeling so contained
Stirs the monster inside
Hearing freedom
Is on the other side
Keeping me alive

Destroying pain
Feeds my insides
So every tear
May fuel the fire
Contained with time

Such a gentle creature
Reaping the lords fees
Eyes can not look upon
Something so obscene
Conduit is all he seems

Control your destiny
Life moves with haste
To destroy is misuse
Redirected decay
The evil falls away






2.20.2010

Slipping Away

Your skin is so rough,

So frozen and cold,

The warmth of my heart,

Seems not enough

To soften the flesh,

For such a delicate cut.


Nothing can affect,

When your heart

Is carved from stone,

Nothing can hurt,

Something so damaged-

Bring me salvation.


These emotions control-

They wrap me up,

To consume me whole.

The foundation weakens,

With every blind eye,

Every last goodbye.

2.12.2010

The End Fears Us

When does the pain end?
Living through it all
Seems worthlessly corrupt.
Tasting the fruit is bitter
The truth a loaded gun.

Every time I notice
The tears flood my
Inside-I wonder why
The thought of your love
Heals from the inside.

Words have an effect
Similar to sunshine.
Curing my demise-
The torture subsides
Closing the divide.

Living life reminds me
All this emotion
Bottled so deep inside.
Break apart my life
End the confusion tonight.

Fear only rules my mind
With the idealized prison-
Your heart so distant
No longer reciprocating
This reverberation of mine.

Honor my request love
Keep my boiling blood
From leaving my soul
So cold from the lies-
Truth arrives with time.

Darkness greet me tonight
For She is my shield
Destiny our guiding light.
Never to lose my right
To call you my wife.






Miles Away But Close Enough

The shadows grow,
Darkness cast-
Her beauty falters,
Tears run their path.

The world persist,
Final words at my lips,
My heart is yours-
Until the final kiss.

My being is yours,
Is that enough?
Willful Acceptance-
Our rhythm so rough .

The world corrupts-
Our love seems bold.
Unseen forces control,
The story still untold.

My only fear,
Is lying awake,
Breathless paralysis-
Living my mistake.

She is the cure-
My endless cancer.
The end of my quest,
My final answer.

2.03.2010

Pull the Trigger

Here we stand,
Eyes locked tight,
Finger on the trigger.
The tense air,
Constricts my lungs,
The bitter taste,
Burns my tongue.

Movement is suicide,
Death from falling tears.
Show your face,
Wicked creature.
But a reflection-
Has no hands,
Thought consumes me.

Removing the mask,
The misery is tangible,
Rage building inside-
Screaming,
My lungs bleeding,
Pull the trigger,
End this fast.

Living as nothing,
An empty shell,
The hot barrel,
The pain is numb.
Here we stand,
Nightmares pass-
Fade to black.




2.01.2010

Why is it?

Why are humans so narrow minded? We have potential to do incredible things, but ignore this potential for a menial existence. Everybody serves a part in society but i don't believe all the roles are equal. WE are all equal, but the effect we have within the realm of society is vastly different. Some live just to satisfy their own wants and needs, but others help those in need of assistance. People rarely seem to understand what it is to be human. The idea of everyone being brother and sister or part of a large family is truth. As a family, we must help one another strive to prolong our heritage. Everyone seems to have moved away from this value and seem to only respect those they feel deserve this respect. The reason we are diverse is the same reason we are not. Differences are meant to bring people together. Focus now is on surface rather than looking deep within showing an utter lack of care. We must first choose to stop causing problems and start forming solutions .