walk away with me

Into the trees we will march

take my hand within your own-

do not be afraid.

We will endure the hardship

of truly being alone

with tears held back.

The world gave us

nothing but violence

so peace is returned.

Offer your hand only to

be cut off-

your body

only to be abused.

This world holds nothing

for my soul any longer

So we must march further

and deeper into forest.

Run away from it

or be consumed forever.

FUCKKKKKKK

The bleeding causes the pain,

but there is no wound,

for this sharp tingle coursing through.

Tear my body asunder,

and destroy me from within.

My body is withering away

from the constant decay,

end the misery with no delay.

All i ever wanted was truth,

so i fabricated it from lies.

The only way to redeem is

more troublesome disaster.

How can I want love,

but all I harbor is pain?

Why is this so numbing,

yet all I feel is rage.

constant thought

The world is a blur

when you never notice.

My mind is constantly

running free.

Only silence is what I seek,

A piece of my mind is escaping

now.

The decisions made are far away,

but their effects are felt today.

Gravity need not press down,

because all i want is to float

away.

My heels can no longer

be attached to this ground.

Deep space surrounding me

and the airless breath in my lung.

Is overwhelmingly enjoyed now.

wondering...

I always wondered

if everyone cries,

why doesn't it all get better.

I always wondered

how long I hold my breath,

or can time in a moment cease to count?

I always dreamed

of places so familiar,

I tricked myself into believing they exist.

I always dreamed

of people living their own lives,

not feeding off of others.

I always hoped

the world would feel better,

and the struggle wouldn't feel so damn hard.

I always hoped,

but I guess the world is just meant

to be speculation in a life of dreams.

So quick to judge

and faster to make up.

The pace is what is

killing all of us.

Find the purpose and

be quick to bury us.

The usefulness is

only useless now.

Forget the value

of everything you touch.

The best idea is to

just cover it all up.

The warning burns

through the facade.

But no matter now

ignorance is bliss.

Falling into comatose

no lessons learned.

Only scars left to

be healed and mended.

This proclamation

seems so profound

once read the sky

will trade space

with the solid ground.

The world seems

so corrupt and unsound

justice seems to

disappear miraculously

swept as sweat from brow.

Love is fleeting now

loss of life all around

as if constantly

our world is bleeding out

consumed by useless space.

Our shameless race

becomes saturated

with lies and illusions

scared to be vulnerable

living to die now.

But

There is always hope

within our reach

first the mute man must

speak of what the blind

man has yet to seek.

Gravity is not Needed

Could you imagine,

Making love on a cloud?

There is no up from down,

Because my love,

I can no longer tell the sky from the ground.

Making love while we fly around,

Long nights turns into beautiful days,

Our bodies tangle and raise-

But lets not get carried away.

Too much of your love,

Will make me melt away

And disappear with the suns rays.

As the sky paints away,

We are freed from aches and pains.

Gravity does not bring,

Any longer a sense of restraint,

But a break from this so called-

Human race.

Listen and Learn

Feeling so contained

Stirs the monster inside

Hearing freedom

Is on the other side

Keeping me alive

Destroying pain

Feeds my insides

So every tear

May fuel the fire

Contained with time

Such a gentle creature

Reaping the lords fees

Eyes can not look upon

Something so obscene

Conduit is all he seems

Control your destiny

Life moves with haste

To destroy is misuse

Redirected decay

The evil falls away

Slipping Away

Your skin is so rough,

So frozen and cold,

The warmth of my heart,

Seems not enough

To soften the flesh,

For such a delicate cut.

Nothing can affect,

When your heart

Is carved from stone,

Nothing can hurt,

Something so damaged-

Bring me salvation.

These emotions control-

They wrap me up,

To consume me whole.

The foundation weakens,

With every blind eye,

Every last goodbye.

The End Fears Us

When does the pain end?

Living through it all

Seems worthlessly corrupt.

Tasting the fruit is bitter

The truth a loaded gun.

Every time I notice

The tears flood my

Inside-I wonder why

The thought of your love

Heals from the inside.

Words have an effect

Similar to sunshine.

Curing my demise-

The torture subsides

Closing the divide.

Living life reminds me

All this emotion

Bottled so deep inside.

Break apart my life

End the confusion tonight.

Fear only rules my mind

With the idealized prison-

Your heart so distant

No longer reciprocating

This reverberation of mine.

Honor my request love

Keep my boiling blood

From leaving my soul

So cold from the lies-

Truth arrives with time.

Darkness greet me tonight

For She is my shield

Destiny our guiding light.

Never to lose my right

To call you my wife.

Miles Away But Close Enough

The shadows grow,

Darkness cast-

Her beauty falters,

Tears run their path.

The world persist,

Final words at my lips,

My heart is yours-

Until the final kiss.

My being is yours,

Is that enough?

Willful Acceptance-

Our rhythm so rough .

The world corrupts-

Our love seems bold.

Unseen forces control,

The story still untold.

My only fear,

Is lying awake,

Breathless paralysis-

Living my mistake.

She is the cure-

My endless cancer.

The end of my quest,

My final answer.

Pull the Trigger

Here we stand,

Eyes locked tight,

Finger on the trigger.

The tense air,

Constricts my lungs,

The bitter taste,

Burns my tongue.

Movement is suicide,

Death from falling tears.

Show your face,

Wicked creature.

But a reflection-

Has no hands,

Thought consumes me.

Removing the mask,

The misery is tangible,

Rage building inside-

Screaming,

My lungs bleeding,

Pull the trigger,

End this fast.

Living as nothing,

An empty shell,

The hot barrel,

The pain is numb.

Here we stand,

Nightmares pass-

Fade to black.

Why is it?

Why are humans so narrow minded? We have potential to do incredible things, but ignore this potential for a menial existence. Everybody serves a part in society but i don't believe all the roles are equal. WE are all equal, but the effect we have within the realm of society is vastly different. Some live just to satisfy their own wants and needs, but others help those in need of assistance. People rarely seem to understand what it is to be human. The idea of everyone being brother and sister or part of a large family is truth. As a family, we must help one another strive to prolong our heritage. Everyone seems to have moved away from this value and seem to only respect those they feel deserve this respect. The reason we are diverse is the same reason we are not. Differences are meant to bring people together. Focus now is on surface rather than looking deep within showing an utter lack of care. We must first choose to stop causing problems and start forming solutions .

I wonder

Imagine if you could,

A puppet made of glass,

with burning amber strings.

It acts as a tool,

serving purposes unknown.

the life you lived-

crashing down.

Lights so bright,

shadows die,

now perfectly placed.

Trees grow to seedlings,

clouds turning to ash,

a perfect shape in sight.

I grow into a giant-

or so it may seem.

The world now,

just a speck of dust,

our destiny approaches.

We reach for the star-

death is the perfect state.

Heart Beat

A kiss before you sleep,
A kiss when you awake,
But still it shall take,
A lifetime of care,
To convey how much-
How much I love you.
My heart is weak,
My blood is thick,
You are the cure,
To my affliction.
Our hearts beat as one,
When you depart,
Death overcomes,
My heart goes numb.
I breathe you in,
And live again,
Without you I am broken,
Lifeless as stone,
Without you I have no purpose,
Willing to remain alone.

Hear You Me

The worst fear,

Is knowing you're alone.

The ideal torment,

Is dying with another.

Solitude is misery,

If not then why live.

Satisfying only your own-

Selfishly consuming,

Never to retain-

Only for an instant.

Savor the silence,

Like a convicted man

Sentenced to eternal damnation.

The taste so delicious,

But a bitter beginning

To a terrible end

No matter-

Death arrives soon now.

To be numb,

No longer my passion,

Life is meant to live,

Savored slowly,

Bask in the flavor-

Enjoy the stimulation.

For if living is tragedy,

Then death is your demise.

If living is glorious,

Then death is embraced.

If Looks Could Kill

If Looks Could Kill

If looks could kill the,

The end is too near.

She turns heads enough,

Necks break and bodies lay.

One look is simply not enough,

Pictures cannot do justice,

And my eyes are not worthy enough,

For more than a glance.

Car crashes follow in her path,

A glowing ember floating from the ground,

Compares not to her smile,

The colors of her iris.

The beauty she attains could command empires,

And have them destroyed in an instance.

Many may say beauty is a gift,

But for her a curse.

Too much of a wondrous thing,

Can end the lives of those,

Who wish to attain.

What men would do for a taste,

Would make some question our race.

She walks the earth alone,

Too beautiful to enjoy,

The comfort of a man's warmth.

Until the day I made my way,

Through the crowds and destruction.

To rise against the power of her beauty,

And look into her painful eyes,

All this beauty and destruction,

And she is the means for this disastrous end.

I offer a solution and she smiles.

Everyday she lives in my arms,

None shall die from her curse,

For I am he who cures the pain within,

For I was created to save those,

Possessed by your stunning presences.

To save them all she may love is me,

A simple request to save the world,

And her pain.

For if looks could kill,

She will be the death,

Of everything around me,

Except me.